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Paper Cranes's avatar

Do you know Abbey by Mitski? Because your writing reminds me so much of her song. Anyways, your piece is such a great read, it gave me the space to cry when I was unable to find it.

Jennifer Leanne's avatar

I just listened to that song—it’s exquisite thank you for mentioning it.

Jennifer Leanne's avatar

I haven’t listened to Abbey yet but I will definitely check it out—thank you for that connection. And thank you even more for sharing what this piece opened for you. Knowing my words gave you space to cry when you couldn’t find it yourself—that’s truly the greatest compliment I could ever receive. 🤍

The Weight of Almost's avatar

I actually love this. Not your pain, of course not. That you know self abandonment isn’t ok and is toxic to your well being.

Jennifer Leanne's avatar

I know what you mean....and honestly I'm at a place where I'm actually grateful for the pain because it is my body telling me that I'm not ok....and that I need to do something about it. If I didn't feel the pain I'd continue self-abandoning.